Working blues. Yesterday I heard someone gush about how nice it was outside and I ignored it. Not very well obviously since I'm writing about it now but I tried. Today I was doing my normal cycle of work , browse, work, browse, eat, drink and repeat. I tried to break that by doing a triple work section which caused my headace to worsen and I wanted to eat even though I'm not hungry. To lighten my mood I got up, grabbed my lighter and my Macanudo Ascots which are very very very small cigars, walked outside into the bright clear sunlight, light wind and blue sky. I lit the cigar and walked to where I can see planes landing and take off. I stood still for a minute with my eyes closed and took a mini-vacation. My headace is still there and my fake hunger pains are present but all is more managable now.